I'm numb, I'm dumb; am I the only one
who goes through these seasons of
Waiting and waiting but the cycle doesn't end
Should take action but I don't know when
I'll make the connection, beg for direction,
give my confession, learn my lesson
My powerlessness and incompetence
show only God can remove the veil
that's spiritually blinded me, numbed me, deprived me
of the life I need, to be near to and hear You
Is this depression or preparation?
Time in the desert or straight tribulation?
What to do to regain the feeling in this brittle, battered spirit?
Blame the war, blame myself, neglect the Word, so full of doubt,
disconnect, forget to pray, indifference grows, can't stay here
Days to weeks to months, I'm messing up
I'm missing out on the abundant life
*see Psalm 63:1
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